i've had a mild flare going on for 2 days. not horrible. i am also the one who posted about my employer revealing on an employee call list posted around and passed out to them all that i have fm. it was suddenly printed next to my name! so i've been flaring, upset about work, very down in the dumps about my 8 yr old son, worrying about income. my son in the past year has been down on himself when prior to that he was a very confident boy. we do go to counseling weekly to help with this. very upsetting but was told he'd come out of it slowly, that he's very advanced, nothing serious to worry about as far as his future state of mind. so last night after his first little league game he got in the car, told me he thinks he's fat, that he let his team down, that he's going to pay me back for joining...asked him if he meant he's quitting the team and thankfully he said no. he's also "feeling" he doesn't fit in anywhere!! anyway, it's being addressed like i said w/counseling since the fall. slow process. i had an absolute meltdown in the car driving home. i cried and cried. just COULD NOT hold anything in. he ended up feeling SO responsible for that too! in short, we ended up crying each other to sleep. and i feel so LOW today. between the flare, the problem at work, and my son i cried so much that my eyes this a.m. look as tho they were each stung by bees; i continued to cry after he slept. guess i'm reaching out to you all. haven't had this kind of crash in years. probably when i filed for divorce and felt so badly for my son doing it. certainly the RIGHT thing to do, don't get me wrong. i'll stop now. just looking for help and understanding.