I don't know where to start. I can't stand the pain, most days, and I do have Pain Pills available to me. I have read alot of your messages before i decided to post. i have been feeling very alone. When i read your messages, i realized i see something of me in so maney of you. It doesn't make me feel good knowing you all have so much pain too. But i can empathize with you knowing what you are going through. i don't have a very good dr. but i think he does his best with something he doesn't understand. i am sick to death of looking for some one that is "good Dr." for fibro.