Hello everyone just found this site, I have dealing with fibro and severe cts,hypothyroidism, memory/concentration problems,ibs, cfs, daily headaches. for 5 years now and it not getting better its getting worse, I lose my thoughts when i'm talking to someone or I just dont any sense whats so ever, I forget how to get somewhere that i have been tons of times or forget appt's and stuff like that , the pain on the scale is always a 6 with medicine and when i have a bad flair even being on med's it gets up to 8-9. My cts is so severe my hands are in constant pain and are always numb my muscle in my hand under thumb is wasting awaty. I have 3 small kids and its hard to take care of them my oldest child is 9 and she does alot for me and its heartbreaking cause i'm supposed to be the mom, i have applied for disability and have a hearing in sept of this year. Does anyone have bouts of anger? I get this anger spells and will scream for no reason at all even over the littlest things..my hubby thinks i'm nuts which i tell him i'm not its everything i'm going through which he doesn't understand.