Hi everyone. I found this site a month ago and have learned so much. The most important thing I have learned is that I am not crazy, what I have, Fibro, is real and there are other people out there just like me. As I read through the messages I was crying and laughing at the same time. Crying because it is such a relief to be validated and laughing at the irony of being relieved at being sick! Anyway, I identify with so many things that I read on the message board. I can't sleep through the night, hobble around in the morning because I am so stiff, hurt all over (legs are really bad right now) and so tired that I am scared to drive anywhere alone because I might not be able to drive back home. If I do tackle a project, the next few days I suffer for it. On my last doctor visit he took enough blood that a mosquito would have been hard pressed for lunch (funny how your blood tests are always ok). He gave me a B-12 shot and started me on Welbutrin to quit smoking. For two days I felt great. Then I bottomed out. I have felt bad ever since. I plan on taking the B-12 under the tongue. Also I take topomax at night to help with the deep sleep. Other than HRT, I dont take any med. When I was first diagnosed in 1999, I thought the Dr would give me med. to take and everything would be like it used to be. I now realize that I will never be the same. I am sad.