i am so glad i found this site. i have been struggleing to find an outlet for my questions. i live in a town where the only people i know are my husband and his family. my family and friends are in another state.(how i got here is another story). Anyway i have had problems with my arms for years and was told i had golfers elbow and tenniswirst or something else that had nothing to do with anything. at least thats what i thought.it realy made me mad. so i just worked thru it and with it until last year. i lost my job because of illness. go figure right.it took me 27 years to find the one thing i was good at and loved doing and now i cant do it because it causes me pain. my hubby isnt sure if i am faking or if im being truthful. my doc has me over loaded on meds i cant afford so i have to pick and choose what i am going to take. it makes me feel like jumping off the nearest cliff. i realy hate my life at the moment and just wish it would get better.