Hi all! I've been lurking for a while and really find this board comforting. I havn't been to work all week, my body is in a lot of pain. (I have fb and cfs). I tried to make it this morning and I got 3/4 of the way there,but I turned around because I knew I couldn't make it all day. I work @ a factory. Now I'm having anxiety because 1) I havn't worked all week. 2) no money coming in. 3) My co-workers always look @ me different when I've been off a while. (not my imagination) so you see I'm a mess physically and mentaly. I like to think of myself as a strong person I have had and beaten cancer twice in the last ten years,but these damn dieases are really getting to me. I have tried talking to a professional but I'm the type that feels awkward telling people my troubles. PLEASE if anyne can give me incouragement today I would realy appreciate it!!! THANKS to all fo listening!