NoMore cuz' I can'take anymore! (Like I have the option to even THINK that...lololol) Nine years of my "life". NINE YEARS! Reading this board......I remember so well when I started out.....and so many times over the years when I thought I had found ways to feel better.....and I had hope....and could give hope.....but NINE YEARS LATER.....enoughenoughenoughenoughenough. If there was ANYONE left in my "life" to get the food, medicine, and keep clean sheets, and jammies comming I would go to bed, and not get up. Don't even THINK about suggesting antidepressents.....these stupid horrible drugs they keep us on only make things worse. So drugged we no longer complain. What's the difference if I can't live my life, or leave my house because I'm so drugged up I can't move...or if I can't do anything because I am ill! Excuse the rant. Madness is the result of nine years of this horror.