I come on this board and ask all kinds of questions about disability... I read for hours on end when people are approved and not approved, but still it has no impact on my case because it will be as it will be. I did all I could. I just can't handle the waiting and not knowing what will happen in my future! I have old bills that I want to pay off and want that money for my son and also need my salary frozen so that I get what I have paid for over the many years of working. I feel so pathetic! I want to call the atty on a daily basis but know that nothing is new. I have done all I could ... I have pushed everything along as I could now all I can do is wait for the hearing and hope that the ALJ will believe me and give me what is due to me. As far as my illness... I feel like I am in limbo. argh!!!!!