Oh my...I need prayer!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is long...vent....

Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by Scoobsmom, Jan 25, 2004.

  1. Scoobsmom

    Scoobsmom New Member

    I was instructed to discontinue my Klonopin by my rhuemy. My Internal Med doctor had prescribed to help with sleep about 5 months ago....she is no longer in practice. I went to my family practice dr. who is not a believer in CFS or Fibro...will not prescribe meds to me (except Ultram because he does believe I have pain from my discetomy and my surgeon has moved to Louisiana). So.....I end up being told to start Neurontin and taper the Klonopin....I am on 300 mgs of Neurontin and tapering the Klonopin at night is all...nothing during the day except OTC Advil...or whatever. She did say I am can take an Ultram if the breakthru is bad...she does say I have Fibro...

    So....On Thursday I started this routine, and my husband and I went out with some friends Saturday night, and I realized I am thinking wrong, feeling extremely sensitive...seemed a lot of the topic was about appearances...weight and hair....okay, yes I have put on nearly 30 or more lbs....so I got real sad and by Sunday....whew!

    We had to serve in the kitchen yesterday...not easy when I am having withdrawl...sweating profusly, not sleeping, having a real rough time (my kitty cries all night too, because he is not well)....but...I trust in the Lord to help me thru this. Well, a young child who is Autistic was in the area, and was not listening to the Elder that was in charge of him and all I said was ...You need to obey him. The Elder heard me say this and said yes, you do...he tried a few more things then left to get the young man's teacher. The child began telling me to shut up you....B....and began to come at me! I said the Lord loves you and that just made him furious!! This is in front of my child who has Aspergers. My husband claims to not have noticed the B...word being used. The child then came at the door of the kitchen and I stood my ground and said You will not enter in this kitchen!!!!!!

    He left and they took him to his class, but I must be honest I was frightened. My husband has never handled anything for me...he has always allowed me to be the aggressive one in the family because of my background that I will not bore you all with...but...I just ask that you all please pray for me, I am not doing too well today. I am withdrawing, and feeling extremely weak in my faith. I was soooo mean yesterday after all of this...yes I told my husband my feelings of his not protecting me...etc... He plays oblivious to everything.

    Please pray. I am sorry this is so long, so personal and maybe too much..but I still believe that the Lord hears the prayers of His Saints. My son, by the way, said this morning, that he will request an unspoken prayer at school today for me...God bless you all!!!! Who feel lead to pray...
  2. IntuneJune

    IntuneJune New Member

    Thank you for the kindness you extended to me, you will be rewarded, love, June
  3. PrayerWarrior316

    PrayerWarrior316 New Member

    I'm sorry that you having withdrawls from your medication, I know that it is so stressful to go through withdrawls from certain medications.

    I also think that you handled the incident in the kitchen very well due to the circumstances.

    I will certainly be praying for you.

    Many Blessings to you, Judy <a href='http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb008' target='_blank'><img src='http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/17/17_1_22.gif' border=0></a>
  4. blessings

    blessings New Member

    I am so sorry to hear how your medication is being handled!!Does not sound right and very unpleasant withdrawls...I applaud you that you were even up to going out to dinner, and of course you were sensitive, who would not be. Tactful people would have avoided the subjects that brought you feeling lower than you already were.

    I know how hard it is for a woman to have to be the 'take charge' person in a relationship, and that really is the mans role. As for the child, you handled that well, and i am not sure I could have done so, with that disrespect, even with the autistic child.

    It seems to me you need time for yourself to try to adjust to this medication. I know the Klonopin is for rest and the neurontin for nerve pain, so I am having a hard time understanding the replacement medicine. Dear one, I pray the Lord give you His grace and guidance and impart His peace to you. In Jesus Name, Amen Take care and love to you..blessings