well... many of you here know I've had about the lousiest of medical care of anyone here for about a year and a half now... well....maybe that is changing... *crosses fingers*... my rheumie today at least smiled once and said he'd try* to get me a primary doc ( my primary fired me about a month ago).... so the rheumie's office calls this "wonderful sympathetic" doctor that has her first availble appointment in OCTOBER!!!!! hahahaahhaahah so I had a friend call a friend and got a doctor that is going to take me on .... < I told em I'm real wierd!> hahahhaha but anyway, when I called to set up the appt , they asked for copies of all my labs...."like your lyme studies and compliments etc.." so when I told her I have none of those cause they haven't even been done! she said "WHAT"..... so can you be here next week? and will you plan to spend about 3 hours with the doc please......" I nearly fainted! all along this is what I"VE been saying but noone has listened..... so now at least there is a slight bit of uphill turn on this roller coaster of fibromyalgia! I'll keep ya'll posted and wanted to let people know keep trying and trying,.... maybe eventually we will be acknowledged and heard and maybe even ~cared for~........what a concept!