Today is the one year anniversary of my Mom dying. She was 83 and had Alzheimer's. I can't believe it has been a year already. I thought I was doing pretty good, but now some intense feelings are starting to come to the surface. I'm feeling pretty sad and missing her, even though she's really been "gone" for much more than a year. I've also been having some dreams about her. Some good, some not so good. We had a pretty rocky complicated relationship. Lots of unresolved issues. She was incredibly sweet, but couldn't give me what I needed. I guess I was a tough kid. Just venting. Thanks.