Well, that put me in my place. You are light years ahead of me, at every level when it comes to managing this illness, strategically, philosophically...yatta.yatta. "nuf said. I kind of marvel that you can work, but I think I've fallen into that trap...where I've got even more dysfunctional by NOT working, even though the way I was working before I quit my job was making me SICKER. There are no simple answers. I saw a neuropsych today to get an evaluation and I am pretty sure I tested even worse than 2 years ago. Very sobering. Tried to do a Vit C flush yesterday or wot I thought was a flush. Basically took about 10 Grams of Teh Right C (not ascorbic acid). It did not induce soft stools.. or a BM so that suggests my body was able to use it? to recycle glutathione I hope. I am wondering if I have screwed up by not taking Vit C to bowel tolerance all this time? d.