I was at practice last night for our worship team . And I heard that they were in a jam a member had stepped down. So I volunteered to sing. Yeks!!! what was thinking??? I heard the words coming out of my mouth when I said it but .... I haven't sang in on a team in years. Most because the muscles in my throat spasm out and pain from my RA ect....... illness. I need prayer that God reveal to me if the is truly His will and not my just trying to help fill a need. I used to have a (good?) voice but that was then. I'm not the next American idol. So I need a lot of prayer maybe fasting for this one. I take leadership positions truly to heart and I don't want to mess someone up because of a possible lost skill. Ok I know some of you may be laughing but I'm serious . =) I know that it is the heart that matters and God will provide if this is truly what He wants . I just need to be sure that this is His will for me and that I'm not taking some one elses place . I'm nervous too. Anywho with all the things to be concerned about I worried about this one. Go figure?