To-day so far has been pretty bad. My son is always on my mind but of course today more than ever. He was 31 and my first born . I really did not want to write about it but as with illnes when you loose someone, one also looses so called friends. People stop calling, writing or visiting.At least we have the board to vent. I want to see him so badly I could almost feel him.I miss his voice, laughter,sense of humor and his inmense capacity to understand and be compassionate. Anyway thanks for listening.