I am having a really bad day today. My legs feel like jelly. It is so hard to walk on them. I am at work right now and all I want to do is sleep. I am freezing yet I am wearing a sweater and overall I feel like crap. It feels like every part of me is achey. I am getting depressed because I feel so bad. The pain in my legs is so bad I just want to cry. I have no one to talk to about this. It seems all I do is complain to friends and they act like they care but underneath they are saying "Geez, I have to listen to this again". Or at least thats my perception or how I would feel. I mean why can't I be happy and live a normal life. I know its a disease and I can't help it. But DAMNIT I wish I could. I don't want to be negative and crying all the time about this. I wish I could just forget about it and move on. Be Happy!!!