My son again disappeared yesterday. It's now a little past 8 a.m. the next day. He's an addict (prescription, over-the-counter, street junk (He recently admitted to "trying" crack three times. Usually when someone like him will admit to something he knows is wrong, the real amount of use is much greater.), and has in the past month added alcohol to the mix. He's had a couple of grand mal seizures (probably because of the drugs, but the test results aren't in yet), so he may also have epilepsy. He lies, steals, and destroys my property, and he even tries to destroy my faith. He blasphemes in the worst possible way (Don't get me wrong, I'm no saint as I have said some things I shouldn't have....however, I would be truly frightened to even begin to say the things he has). His mood swings are scary, and before he left he was laughing as he was sharpening one of his pocket knives and mockingly saying,"Ooooooh, I'm gonna' burn in hell." And to think at one time he was a sweet little boy who asked Jesus into his heart at the tender age of five. When he was younger, I read the Bible to him, along with many Bible story books, took him to church and Sunday School, and also had him in a Christian School for a few years. Please pray he will come to his senses and stop using drugs and return to the Lord. If you read my other posts about him, you'll understand more. This is a desperate situation as he has been known to be suicidal. I don't want to loose him under any circumstances but particularly with his so openly turning his back on Christ. Thank you and God bless each of you.