I just started reading some of the posts on this board, and realized how much help and prayer I need. Somewhere between my mother's death and my mother in law's death (both from cancer), my chronic illnesses (MS and Fibro), and my husband's problems, I've lost my faith. I grew up Protestant, converted to Catholicism after marrying a divorced Catholic. My husband refuses to seek an annulment and will not go to church. I think I converted for all the wrong reasons. Right now, I don't even care what church I go to, that's not important, but I don't even have the desire to go to church. I hear people talking about the Bible and part of my brain says "prove to me that this wasn't all fiction". That scares the heck out of me! I just feel so lost and don't know where to turn. Have to admit I'm not comfortable with current priest, so that's not my first choice. I try to pray, but the prayers won't come. Can anyone offer me some help?