I've been posting all over about this subject and I apologize for the repetition for some of you. I have been ok with work and am now finally just giving up. It has become too stressful to work full time and keep our household going. I'm afraid to be well on some days because then work believes that I am cured, but want to feel good anyway. I believe that I am moving out of the denial stage and into acceptance stage. I decided that I will no longer force myself into work only to be productive 3 hours out of the 8. I am going to hire a disability attorney, but am very scared. My FFC thinks that I should stick it out, but the stress is unbearable. I've made excuses, dodged the bullet and everything and now I am just ready to put my hands up. I used to care what my co-workers were thinking, but now I am just going to focus on myself. What have been your experiences that you can share?