Well today I went back to work as a teacher and the first thing I got was a message to see the program director and my supervisor. I was told they were not as happy with my preformance as the school wanted to provide for their students. It was all very positive except they wanted me to improve, do more, be more productive. A person would describe me as intelligent, poised and confident. I went to school full time, had three children and worked part time. I then only worked part time to be a full time mother. Know fifteen years later I,m finally teaching full time. With hopes of a nice second income and money to spend. (PAY OFF DEBT) haha. Now my future is so unsure. I feel crippled and lost. What more can I do? I thought I was doing well and no one noticed the few quirky problems. (Didn't know I had FM). I not all that sick I think. Yes I,m very tired and have a headake all the time, (I had a head ake for two months didn't know it was ah infection tell I went to the dentist because I thought I had a brken tooth), TMJ, neak, back pain etc. But I thought I could do it anyway. I love the kids and they love me and I was hopping for a career. (To many sick days, FM FOG!!!!!!! ( Abesent minded professor). I,m not ready to give in yet. What do I do? I felt like this job was a gift from God. Sooooo discouraged. I asked why they didn't let me go after last year and they responeded that that I waaas doing well and improving on skills whenever I was instructed but that I still was up to standard but they thought I would do better this year. How??? I gave it everything I had last year????????