Hi All Great to see a lot of porchies drop by! Windytalker, sunflower - great to see you. Darrae- it was really comforting to know you can be high functioning at work and yet privately suffer many moments of blanking out. My memory is like that and ive been worrying. Joan - woah! never knew you wrote. you go, girl! i loved reading that. I hope your pain goes away soon. Always imagine Maggie having fun in the rainbow land. because she is and wouldnt want you to be sad. Julie - Lord love us all. what a mess with SIL situation. i guess things had to come to a head.