Hi everyone. I'm fairly new to this board but have been on CFS/FM board a little. I've had CFS for 14 years. Past few months I have been phyiscally and emotionally going downhill, faster these past few weeks. I've been praying and praying for years but just keep getting worse. I wish I could just crawl into a dark hole until my time is up. I don't think I have the strength for many more days like this. I feel so guilty because I know there are so many out there with worse problems, but this horrible fatigue, pain and overwhelming depression is really wearing on me. Please pray I find some hope somewhere soon. Thanks.