Hi. I just found this board a couple of weeks ago and have posted only a few times. Honestly, I try not to get too involved as thinking about being "sick" just bums me out these days (I am trying to recover from CFS). But I don't have anyone who I can talk to, so I'm hoping writing this will help. Hubby just got a fantastic job offer (came out of nowhere), two hours to the north, so we are planning to put our house on the market in early Jan. and move (rent for awhile; hopefully buy land and build) a month or so after. There's a wonderful public school for our daughter to start kindergarten next year, and the people I've talked to seem so nice. It should be a very positive turning point for our whole family, something that I've been hoping would help me finally overcome what I now know has been CFS plaguing me for the past 3+ years. But instead of being elated, I am so sad, unhappy, and just plain exhausted. I never, ever cry, and I've just lost it and bawled each of the past two days. I just get so tired doing the simplest things, like basic gardening, and I got really dizzy and felt really sick when hubby asked me to help him steady something heavy yesterday outside. I just feel like I have zero energy, and I don't want to eat anything, but it's not an option to sit in bed or rest all day, as I have a ton of stuff to do. We have major work to get done in the next month (plus contractors re-roofing and painting...stuff that needs to be done regardless of if we stay or sell), plus all the demands of the holidays. Plus, we have a 4 y.o. daughter who just never stops (she even exhausts her friends), and hubby has been just awful to me this week...snapping at me and getting so mean whenever I've gotten upset and/or stressed about moving. He constantly accuses me of "doing nothing" when our daughter is in school, even though I've logged hours on the phone trying to find a preschool for her to transfer, finding a realtor to look for homes with, trading e-mails and talking about rental listings, as I need to get that set up, finding out when I need to notify all my daughter's teachers, classes, etc. that we're moving, etc. Not to mention washing everyone's dishes, laundry, shuttling our kid all over the place, and all the everyday stuff. And oh, we technically can't tell anyone about this for at least 2 more weeks 'cause of some negotiations going on. I am getting more and more stressed when this should be a very happy time in my life. I've moved before...cross-country relocation...so I know I can do this and it will be for the best. But I have no clue how I'll manage all I need to get done when even the simplest things exhaust me and/or get me waaay stressed out/"sensory overloaded". Any support or coping ideas would be most appreciated! I think the hardest part is having to keep this a secret...I don't have my usual support network of friends to rely on. Thanks so much for listening!