We just had a huge set back . My husband just lost his edd because he had to have surgery ,now we have to apply for cash aid until he can get the edd started up again. I'm a mess. I just called the pharmacy about getting my enbrel script and it cost to much . Also we will be losing the KAiser ins really soon. So that means that I'm back on medi-cal with the horrible doctors that don't know anything about me. I don't even know if enbrel is covered on medi-cal ins. . I'm trying really hard not to cry for my family sake but its hard . Rent is due and all I get is 634 a month from disability. I know that we will qualify for aid but I don't know how fast they are about getting it to people in need. Plus this is humiliating. I can't believe that we are going have to use food stamps and cash aid. I know that it will only be for a short time but .... aughhhhhh I just am starting to get over a huge flare up and now this. Depending on what happens we may lose our internet service, which mean also no tv . Yeah, I'll be stuck at home with some very old movies=(. Where we live you have to have a cable hook up just to get basic tv ,phone ,internet. Well we will be able to get local phone service but not toll or long distance. I shouldn't be complaining there are many people going through the same problems. I'll be better after I pray. Sorry for the pity party. This news hit us hard today. D.