Really cannot take the pain anymore!!

Discussion in 'Fibromyalgia Main Forum' started by Fibrotears, Nov 24, 2008.

  1. Fibrotears

    Fibrotears New Member

    Hi, everyone.

    The vaginal and rectal pain and spasms it just getting so worse!!

    I cannot take it anymore!
    It's so bad that I am taking Morphine at the moment! It just feels that I will never get help and never be pain free! The FM is worse enough, why do I have to have the rectal and vaginal spasms to??

    How do I go on? My life do not have meaning. There's nothing to look out for because I cannot study or work because the pain is so severe. So there is nothing to look out for. My days are meaningless.

    I have a very cute 20 month old dog and he demands a lot of attentions but a dog can only give that much love and sattisfaction!

    And I do not even want to begin to think about next year. Another year at home, doing nothing, feeling quilty!

    Why do we FM patients have to suffer so much??

    I hope it is going better with everyone else!

    ((Hugs)),

    Fibrotears
  2. noica

    noica New Member

    just hang in there .. i know things seem horrible but do not give up! i know its hard to be in pain all the time but for me i have been trying to pick up hobbies .. things i can do at home to try and keep my mind off the pain. it actually helps distract you even if only for a few minutes! good luck with everything and i will keep you in my prayers!
  3. noica

    noica New Member

    just hang in there .. i know things seem horrible but do not give up! i know its hard to be in pain all the time but for me i have been trying to pick up hobbies .. things i can do at home to try and keep my mind off the pain. it actually helps distract you even if only for a few minutes! good luck with everything and i will keep you in my prayers!
  4. leannebug

    leannebug New Member

    hi fibrotears... I'm crying right along with you (literally)

    I was going to post a message, something along the same as yours, when I read it... I said aha, that's me! I started out the day crying, and now sit here alone in my home, going on week four of my flare, worrying about the approaching holidays, SOOO tired of feeling tired and in pain, this morning my back was in full blown spasm and my children are at their dads, so i had to attempt to get to my purse from my too tall bed (thus the tears this morning) now i sit here just feeling bad, hurting and wondering, and searching for something to snap me out of this 'feeling sorry for myself' mode. my arthritis is getting worse and the damp overcast day doesn't help. i know there's a bright end to this tunnel, but i'm just feeling so alone right now :( .. only one of my friends/family even remotely gets what I deal with, but she's started a new job, so i don't talk to her much anymore ...

    ok, so i'm rambling.. but I just wanted to say

    (((((( i understand )))))) and you aren't alone
  5. msbsgblue

    msbsgblue Member

    You can go on, you have to. Make up your mind that you are strong in your mind and that you can take this. It is not easy, I have severe arthritis to go with mine.

    I refuse to give in and I refuse to give up. Find some way to busy yourself at home, something you really enjoy doing, and get your mind off the pain as much as you can.
  6. doxygirl

    doxygirl New Member

    Iam also having one of the worst days ever! and the two of you are making me cry!
    Neither one of you are alone and I do understand !
    Iam sending our special prayers and love to the both of you and hope that tomorrow is a much better day!

    Fibrotears my sweet friend....do you have a pain specialist?

    I hate to see you suffer like you do...but I also take some potent pain medications but on days like today it does very little to help.

    Love you
    Doxy
  7. leannebug

    leannebug New Member



    Thank you Doxygirl :) :) Sorry to make you cry too!!!!!! haha... what a sorry bunch we are!! lol... but at least we understand each other ;)

    I am feeling better today, thank you@... and my friend called me this morning, she has the day off, so I may see her for a bit.

    Take care...