I recently was diagnosed with FM. Has stopped me in my tracks. I beleive there is a reason for me having this illness and this is a time to search myself. Has anyone ever sought palmistry, tara cards to help them? I have had very limited experience with healing touch, reading palms etc., but so far everyone has told me that I had a traumatic experience in my past and that I need to deal with it. Problem is, I'm afraid to remember. Most of my childhood was not full of pleasant memories.