Yesterday was my first posting and I don't normally reach out I am kind of shy. But the relief I felt to know how much some of you are dealing with the same issues really helped. It is nice to know your not alone and that someone else knows what you are going through. Some of the symptoms etc are hard for me to explain to others. Its nice to know I am not "nuts". On the other side of course I wouldn't want to wish this on my worst enemy. I just wanted to say thank you.