i still can't sleep. when i lay down and close my eyes, i wake up crying. Maybe cause it's the anniversary of my youngest sister's passing. I am an emotional basket case!!! I don't want to go to sleep , but why??? WHY??? And I have spent the day quite and peaceful lots of pain and relaxing meds. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN????? RAISE YOUR HAND IF THIS IS YOUR TRIP TOO! TY (I'D GO OUT BUT TOO MUCH MEDS AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL DROP) I HAVE SOLUTIONS FOR EVERYONE BUT MY OWN SELF.DARN.