hit over load.. I had a friend pass away around the 10th of June.. and was in such a flare I could not attend service... then my Aunt passed away last week.. my Favorite Aunt.. she lived in NC.. so could not attend service again.. but was able to post something on her Obit on line for family... just to post my message took me three days.. and when I finally did .. I had to keep stopping because I could not se between the tears.. To top this off .. my daughter is living with abuse from her husband and will be coming home to live with us... prob is she is in MI and we are in AZ.. I have no money to help get her here.. I keep trying to save.. but juggle bills already... she does have some money from school loans she can use.. but has to wait until Aug and catch a ride with some friends.. it kills me I can' t just go pick her up and baby will be 1 yrs next month.. oh and my spare room is now my office . so we will create a bedroom for them in my dinning room.. I have a very small two bedroom . or should I say 1 bed room and 1 office . 900 qr foot town house two story.. so not much room at all... I don't mind Turing my dinning room into a bed room that does not bother me ... its I just don't know if she can make it until Aug. .. well she is going to have to .. at least they are living with his parents and his mom is behind my daughter Work is crazy . and they customers are extreme.. I work Resolutions so I get the worst of the worst . LOL... funny but not .. if any of you work in customer service you know what I mean.. sorry this is getting long... I hurt all over... aches pains... feet , legs, hips , hands, arms , back , neck, migraines. you name it ... it hurts... fatigue the worst ever.... nausea , constipation, Bladder control issues. , my eyes feel like I have black eyes ...just like someone hit me and kind of looks like it to.. you know dark dark circles yesterday after work. and remember I work from home on my computer.. right after work laid down and slept until 5 pm and got up for a couple of hours and back to bed.. until my normal 12 am or 1 am and on the couch I go sitting up to sleep because of my back.. working today is so so hard.. I have read lots of post talking about sensory over load.... is this what I'm going through ? I just want to cry. I'm so tired, I just want to lay down .. I'm sorry I'm rambling and being a cry baby . ... ok with all that of my chest. maybe I can mange the rest of the day at work... When I'm like this I tend to scare my family so I try not to let it all show . you know how we hide how bad we really are... they are learning to see through me and can see it now.. I can't hide it anymore to well I guess or they have learned to look deeper. Thanks for listing to me rant .. and sorry this is so darn long... Take care all.. much love and huggles.. Spirit.