I guess I just have alot to learn about this because I am so new and I am so angry right now I just don't know what to do. My kids are lost because I am not the same mom I was 6 months ago. I have lost my job and it just seems that one bad thing after another keeps happening and I just don't know where else to turn to because no one can tell me anything that will help to tell me when I will feel like me again. I have tried different kinds of meds to control the pain but nothing seems to work for very long or does not work at all. So what do I do now? I just seem so lost. I just wish that I could understand why did this happen to me. I have tried very hard to stay healthy for my kids and now I worry about them everyday. So what do I do?