I have been spending much too much time trying to sleep and I want to know if this is normal, example:I went to bed on tuesday night at 11o I did not get up until 1:20pm on Wednesday At 6:00pm I laid down on the sofa and fell asleep til 9:00Pm,went to bed at 11:00pm and then had to force myself up this morning at 6;10. This is typi cal of me most of the tim. I really wouldn't care so much if I felt like a human when I was awake but that is not the case.Maybe I am just lazy! I can understand how a persons spouse could get upset. I just feel like I am sleeping my life away and I still feel like S***T because it's not good sleep. I am totally beside myself over this.I have been in this flare since the middle of Nov. of last year,it just won't pass. This is the worse flare I have had since 1979. I am not sure what my purpose for being here is.Must be those 2 little Grandchildren that are the apples of my eyes. When my 6 year old granddaughter tells me " Grandma you look like a tween in your bathrobe" (tween means queen when you are 6) and I have'nt had it off in two day or have'nt combed my hair all day. Then I think to myself "I can keep going". I will keep going!!! Anyway I am just really upset over all this down time and this flare,I think I just got caught up in the moment and needed to vent.It helps just to be able to whine to someone without being judged or ask too many questions that you have already answered to deaf ears. Well I can see today is going to be one of those days ,I need to shut up now ... Shirley ps I bet this makes no sense, does it?