When I was ill I was at a golf coarse where an old barn was on the right .I had a dream that there were people hanging other people. I was on a horse watching and trying to help them get away. It was like a sean in a movie I had seen before but it seem so real .I felt like I was in another life . As I walk through the golf coarse I felt like I was drugged BUT I had a real connection to those grounds .I almost felt like there was a real civil war connection. My boss took me to an old store and on the floor were two stain glass windows ,in my mind I thought they were out of my grandmothers home.I remember walking around and I think I touched a lion. I remember a long table. These are two different places ,but for some reason I felt a real connection. Also when my husband and I was going to see some of the battle grounds I saw a barn and had this huge feeling someone I knew was is that barn . I always felt like I had feelings about things but I never would tell anyone.This site has given me a place to write somethings I have had in my heart and mind and I don't feel scarred .But I do feel at times my head is full .