Hi everyone, I'm sorry I seem to have disappeared from the board--it's just that surviving with an adult son who is an addict is about all I can do--survive. As time goes on, things just get worse. His mood swings are severe (depression--the latest doc says bipolar), and he's almost always angry. He is supposedly sick every week, so he goes to the doctors' offices once and sometimes twice a week (in part, I think, just to get different meds--doctor shopping, I think they call it). The latest is that he may have epilepsy. He is having seizures, but I can't help but wonder if it's not related to all the JUNK he puts in his body. He has the foulest mouth imaginable, and he blasphemed Christ in a way I've never, ever heard anyone before do. He calls me names, too. I get angry and tell him to leave, then I worry about where he is. Dumb, huh. I'm going to quit blabbering because I can't articulate just how awful things have gotten. Please continue to pray for my son, his salvation, and me. I'm so bummed out I don't know how to pray. Thank you for listening and any prayers you send our way. God bless you all.