I just wondered if anyone else finds themselves doing this because it seems to be an every night event for me. No matter how tired my body is, or if I have taken a med for sleep, once I actually do go to bed, it begins. First I get into bed and think "oh, this is going to be a good night." The next thing I know, my mind is wandering all over and yes, I do take a klonopin in the mornings, have for years in order to get a handle on a genetic tremor. Otherwise, I have the outward appearance of a person with fully blown parkinsons disease. My thoughts on this are that I could have some unresolved issues about safety or security and so I fight to stay alert to protect myself. Admittedly, I was molested as a child, very young, at age four, but have had the therapy and done all I can and consider myself "well past all that because, after all, it *is in the past." I am married to a wonderful man, supportive, encouraging and protective and I don't think there is anything else he could possibly do to make me feel more secure. So my question is, does anyone else find themselves fighting sleep like this or is it just me? Any replies would be so greatly appreciated, thank you!