thanks for replying! I am just at my wits end. I only want to be a good mommy to Noah and this makes it harder. I still work a full time job so he goes to Granny's during the day and I get him at 3:30 pm again. I think working full time and being mommy is a lot for a FM patient. It's been a year and half since i was dx'd and I just don't see a light at the end of the long dark tunnel. Im being pessimistic right now. Hopefully I'm better tomorrow..... Thanks again for replying.