I just received my social security statement and found out that I am 2 point shy of qualifying to apply for ssdi. I was getting ready to apply, but now why bother. I am really discouraged. I told my husband he married a financial time-bomb and apologized. Is there anything else out there besides ssdi to help? I am going to lose my job at the end of the year. My boss knows that I cannot handle working anymore. He suggested - along with so many other people- that I apply for ssdi. I told him yesterday that I don't qualify. I don't think that will help me keep the job - we both know I can't do it anymore. What can I do? I've thought about selling Mary Kay, or doing something like that, but I'm not sure I can even handle that. Anyone have any suggestions? Know of a type of job that works around crappy days and doesn't require anything physically? I'm just so frustrated and feeling really worthless. HELP!