Well, I talked to my disability case worker about an hour ago and she said a decision had been made regarding my claim. She said I should receive my letter pretty soon. Since I hadn't gotten my mail on Friday or Saturday, I just drove to the mail box to check. They denied my claim saying I could move my arms and legs satisfactorily; I had had extensive medical workups done and everything was normal (neuro, ENT, rheumy, etc.); and depression was controlled by medications. Now I'm forced to take the job that I'm 99% sure is going to offered me this week or next. I will tell the employer that I might have to go to the doctor on occasions for my fibro, but I'm not going to jeopardize this job. I have no choice - I don't have any money left. I'm going to think positive (even though I'm scared to death I won't mentally be able to perform at the top) that getting back into the working world will help me not think about my illness and will help my depression. If it turns out I can't do the job and I refile for disability, would a failed job attempt help or hurt me? P.S. I've got an eye appointment this Friday again because I'm having a lot of pain behind my left eye which makes my left side of face to numb. This is the eye that I had the infection in that started this flare, but has been rechecked a couple of times with nothing noticed. Such is life, I guess. Responses appreciated.