Hi everyone. Two weeks ago I mentioned that I made my move and I was going to go out on STD. Well that wasn't as easy as it sounded. I ended up taking off that first Monday.My boss called 3 times that day asking how to do stuff, Tuesday I went in for 4 hours to clean stuff up on my desk. Wednesday I was off. Boss called again asking how to do stuff. Guilted me into working Thursday and Friday. I crashed on the weekend. Slept more than I was awake. I forced myself to work the next Monday and ended up working 10 hrs that day. I was off Tuesday and Wednesday. Wednesday I finally got into see my Rhuemy. Let me tell you I was appaled at the way he talked to me. He told me I shouldn't be working however he doesn't think I would qualify for LTD because I'm under 50 years old. He said he would write a note for me to only work 4 hours a day. I said about going on STD and try to get myself better. He said that I can't keep taking "mini vacations" and then go back to work and end up feeling the way I do. He also said that if I don't do what he tells me he won't treat me anymore. I didn't know what to say. I sat there with my jaw hanging open and was speechless. They're not going to let me work part time. So I'm either going to have to work my full time job or quit. What gets me is STD is a benefit that I have from my employer. I pay for LTD. Why should I quit. Why can't he agree to STD which then turns into LTD if I don't go abck in 3 months. I think I have to find a new doctor, but I don't want to be accused of doctor shopping. Needless to say I went back to work on Thursday and Friday. I didn't talk to my manager about part time work because even if they would let me go part time, I'm not eligble for STD. HELP.....what should I do??