My daughter has been showing the same symptoms I did at her age-19. It breaks my heart to think that she has all I've been through to look forward to. But she's tough--she will get through it. Just like you--you're going to be okay. Just keep your head up and realize that you are stronger than the pain. And, you have others counting on you to be there for them. I know now that this misery I go through everyday has made me a better person--I may not like how it makes me feel--but I like who I am now more than who I was. I'm more understanding, more loving, and a lot more mellow. So, just remember--along with the bad can come a lot of good--be ready for it and let yourself shine!