I got a phone call at 3 am this morning so when the phone rings in the middle of the night you just know something is wrong. Both my daughters were staying at friends last night so I first assumed it was something to do with them. When I answered the phone and heard my ex-husbands drunk voice I was shocked.(Got divorce dec 1 2006) he has a girlfried for 3 years now and got into a fight with her fists and shoving and all and wanted to see if he could come stay the night here because he had no where to go.(I'VE BEEN A VICTUM OF HIS DOMESTIC VIOLENCE FOR YEARS) SO no sympahty here. He was trying to get a hold of our daughter who is 18 to come and get him. She refused so he called me to talk her into it. NO WAY1111. any way long story that took 2 hours to get him to quite callin me back every minute because I hung up His girl friend had him arrested. Good for her. no one deserves to be a punching bag. My delima He hasn't paid Child support in over a month he got fired bad temper. so my disability isn't enough for me and 2 girls to live on. I have 2 0 dollars to my name until february and I just don't know how I am going to do it. My oldest daughter tried to work and go to high school and started having seizures so had to quit working now has alot of migraines trying to figure that out. My 16 year old dropped out of school because of PTSD. She is trying to find work and there isn't much out there these days not even fast foods. I don't know how much more I can take of this. my Rope is a sewing thread. My family won't help because of my marriage to him. They blame me for not getting out soomer but they have never been in a domestic violence situation and the threats were real he was going to kill my 2 sons if I left him and I have seen what he can do to his so called friends. I feel so lost and alone in my struggles. I need help and don't know where to turn. Thanks for letting me vent I don't have anyone to tell this stuff to.