Last night was so bad - I haven't had a flare up like this before, and don't even know if that is what it is. Sooooo tired and achy and in pain, that I laid on the heating pad all night. Then I go to bed, and can't sleep. I sweat all night. I am starting to think I am going crazy. That is what scares me. It felt like my skin was on fire all night. I am so frightened that I am losing my mind. What is going on? I don't remember having this before, but I haven't had a bad flare up in a long time. I got up this morning, and now think I might have a bladder infection, but am not sure - do have the symptoms. I feel like I am falling apart. What should I do????? My Dr. is out of town until Mon. Last time I lost it I wound up in mental health for 3 days, but they really did nothing for me. They didn't seem to know what to do with me, its just that I kept dreaming of being in a deep hole and couldn't get out.