hi everyone..I was just thinking how many of you out there have not really told there families how the really feel? My parents are getting old, and my dad has had two heart surgeries. So i havent really told them how i really feel because i think this could kill him! I cound never live with myself if that was to happen!! anyone else have these problems? and anyone else here ever felt so alone with there illness? my husband very helpful with house duties and work, but he doesnt see the disability just my pain does that make sence? and will this ever change?