I posted my first message yesterday and I was so suprised at all of the replies I received. This is great. I feel better mentally just knowing there are other people out there with the same problem. I always felt like the only one in the world with these problems. With no support at home it is great to have the support here. Thank you everybody! I still have my doctor's appointment on Tuesday. I am not going to cancel it like I have so many times before. My husband doesn't know I am going. Once I have a diagnosis and concrete "evidence" to tell him I will. I am not expecting miracles the first appointment but at least I can get started on a road.