WOW!!! Thanks to all. I truely feel better almost lighter than I had before. As far as my pain clinic goes, my doc. has me on methadone,neurontin,celebrex for pain. Inderal for chronic headaches. Effexor xr for depression(which I stopped after 1 pill when I read horror stories from another mess. board). I take numerous vitamins on my own. I've been on the celebrex for about 4 yrs. now and was up to 400mg daily until I ended up w/ lots of tummy trouble. Now they have me down to 100mg daily. I think it was helping more than I thought. The neurontin was making my CFS unbearable so they decreased that too. The methadone(heavy narcotic) just makes it so I don't have to lay in bed all day. I have PT can't do much it really flares things up for me. OT helps me do things around the house. I see a phyc. doc. for the depression. A nurse who helps me understand the program. I cried so hard at my last appt. w/ her. I think they finally see just how hard this is for me to accept at my age. After the birth of my last child(7 yrs. ago) is when I started to notice something was'nt right w/ my body. I've had numerous cyst problems on my overies ( my last being the size of a volleyball).I had endomitriosis( hysterectomoy 2yrs. ago). I've had 9 surgeries in the last 5 yrs. 7 of them being major. Been in 4 major car accidents(none of them my fault). In the last 7 yrs. I've been to more doc.s than I can count and I'm certain that's not over. On top of this my youngest boy has autisim/PDD and ADHD. WOW did that feel good!!! Sorry about that I could'nt stop myself. I guess I needed to talk to someone, needed to get some of that off my shoulders. It is gonna be a great day. I've not had one of those in a long while. Sorry this is so long, I do love to write. Thanks so much for lifting my load. Hugs to you all, Angel P.S. Until now I thought I was suffering from alzheimer's. I feel better knowing it's just fibro-fog.