I haven't been on here long but I just wanted to say thank you to all the luv and care I see you all put out there to who ever need it. Like most of you on here know this can be a life shattering illness. I have been in a real bad flare now for longer than I can tell you, as I have no concept of time anymore. Yesterday I lost one of my best friends of 20 yrs,she decied to totally unload on me. Though she knows my illness she does'nt understand it,and has taken upon her self to blame my husband. She feels he is killing me because of he lost his job about 8 months ago and hasn't been able to find one. Yes it is very stressfull but these things happen in life.the attack on him was vicious I finally had to get of the phone.Nothing I said was heard,I guess I've been to honest and trusted someone I shouldn't.But after 20yrs you would think it was safe. I want honestity from people but when people work things up in there head and make their own truth.