Thanks for responding to my message. I am just about at the end of my rope and have no where to go but up, because I refuse to go down. I really appreciate those of you who have encouraged me to "name my enemy", I know you are right. This continuous pain and being unable to concentrate has just about gotten the best of me. but I know with God and your support and a good Dr and some sleep ..LOL. I will be seeing better days ahead. Thanks again!!