I don't post on here very much. Typing just usually causes to much pain. But sometimes we have to vent. I know my husband is tired of hearing it. But it's my brothers and my sister-in-laws that are bringing me down. The same old story they think there isn't any thing wrong with me. And they can't stand it because my Mom and Dad helps my husband and i out with our financial situation right now. And it's not like they don't help them with so many things too. They just think he shouldn't help me because I don't work anymore. The sad thing is my brothers know I've worked hard for many years. It just really brings me down. I don't know how to handle it. I intend on paying most of the money back when or if i get my SSD. It still will not be any different if I get on SS. They are just rude stupid people. My s-i-laws are brown nosing butt kissers when it comes to my Dad. Well i guess I should quit my belly aching and get off here. By the way it's been 2 and a half years since I started my SSD case. My husband and young son keep me above the water.