Last week, I was so sick, I was convinced I was going to die. My thyroid was acting up. I had every symptom of untreated Hashimotos. Well, all of a sudden, today, it's better. I just don't get the weirdness of how we can go from feeling like we're near death to all of a sudden it's not so bad. I am just so depressed because every time I think I'm better, it goes back to near death and any hope of ever working goes out the window. It's one of the cruelest diseases. On days I'm a little better, I'll start to think I might be able to do something with my life. And then the next day, I'll be so sick, I won't be able to move. It's cruel.