Hello everyone, I know that it is not a good thing to hack into your mothers screen name, but this weekend she showed me all the replys of the posts she put up about me and my brother. I would like to thank you for your prayers and support about my possible medical crisis, and for my brother. I haven't heard anything about whether or not i have diabeties or not, or if i can have kids. Mom came up to be with me for the testing and i really appreciated that. It helped but i'm still really scared...I'm really not all that concerned about the diabeties thing even though i know i should be. In my selfish personality, I'm more concered about the possibility of not being able to have children. I remember growing up and playing with my dolls and telling myself i want 4 kids, a happy family, and a wonderful husband. Well, i have a wonderful boyfriend who is so supportive and will hopefully be my husband sometime soon. I'm a little sad today though, because i didn't show up at my job because they did not care about my health problems and know i don't think we will get the house that we have been trying to buy all because of me. I feel like hell today. I'm supposed to get my paycheck tomarrow and i'm scared i've never done anything like that before and i don't want to be yelled at. Does anyone have any words of encouragement?