I need peace, I need acceptance, I need to be seen for what I do and not for what I cant do. Husband, I need for you to hear me when I tell you that all this stress is going to kill me and I need you to not tell me I should not feel this way! I need for you to not tell me that I dont cook good enough food for dinner, and I need you to be thankful for all the things I do make and for makeing sure that everyone is fed and not hungry! I need you to not tell me that the reason you look at porn is my fault because I am so tired from taking care of our 13 and 3 year old children and the entire house, laundry, grocerys, shopping, orthodontist and doctor appointments, bills and so on... while I am taking meds FM and CFS! I need you to praise me for being able to do the things that I do everyday no matter what I am feeling like! Dear daughter I need you to not tease me or resent me for taking naps when the 3 year old is napping or at preshchool! I need you to not get mad at me for little things that dont go your way! I need you to be glad for all the rides I give you and your friends to make sure you get to and from there safe! I need you to be thankful for having a good person for a mom! I need you to be thankful that I have always been there for you and have taken very good care of you! I need to not be made to feel bad for how I feel and I need you to let me have FM and CFS in peace! I need you to see all the blessings and not the negative things! I need to be alright! I need you to hear me and love me and respect me for who I am and what I do and what I deal with! I need you to let me be me and be okay with who I am and for you to be okay with who I am. This is what I need!