I can't go a week without something going wrong. GRRRR. My ex was supposed to meet me at the home improvement store today so that I can pick up a ton of stuff that I need to get the house in better shape. I received a letter from my insurance agency that my home was chosen to be inspected for insurance. If you have read my previous posts you know I have mold issues that i am suing about and that I purchased the house b/c my ex was supposed to be here and not be an idiot jerk. So now, I need to do work on the crawl space, the yard, the roof, and a bunch of other crap on my own. He said he would meet me yesterday. This morning, I text him to confirm the time and he says he can't. WHAT! I have already had it out with him about the things he screwed up in the house and things that he needs to do to make it right, which he agreed on. So, here's hoping that I can get my homework done for my grad class by tomorrow at midnight, get the house into shape in the next few days while trying to fit all the stuff I need from the hardware store that is 15 miles away into my little suv, praying I don't have a crash, and taking care of my son and carting him to and from his activities and school. Oh, and takign care of the 300+lbs of dogs and kittens that he told my son we could adopt. Oh, to top it off I have an ant infestation in the crawl space. the little stinkers are coming into the kitchen for the pet food. Oh, I have about 1.5 inches of completely gray roots all over my head. I look like a reverse skunk if I don't have a hat on. I am in my 30s! I am too young for this crap! I will somehow get it all done. I have to. I don't have much, but it is all I have and I will not let anything or anyone take it away. DD or no DD, I will get through this. HA! I checked to see if my recent grades were in while I was typing this. I have 100% for 2 weeks and a 99% for another! WAHOO! I rock! Can I brag a little in this rant? I think I just did. Well, at least I know I have myself to depend on, that is if my body will keep up. I would hire someone to help, but between my unemployment, child support, and left over student loans, I might have enough to get buy and still be able to pay the attorney when the next bill comes due. I won't use my credit cards b/c that being in way over my head in debt is not something I want to go back to. I worked hard to get all of my credit cards paid off, I am not about to take a step backwards in that area. Thank you for 'listening' to me.